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Painted Out

by Samurai Tiger

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Armored only by my skin   Leave the porch light on in case I come home I'm living in the space between the walls, I'm putting the pieces back together   The sunlight coming through the trees   I will become the light Armored only by my skin
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Stretch your skin your skin across the canvas Make yourself art  The trees are moaning out your name While the wind whispers it You will go to shade  I will go to shame    Between the waking and the dream When the world is still new When you were here with me Now I feel so strange  I'm just so stuck in the greys I will hide away    I'm patching holes in the walls from when I was 15 Homesick ghosts keep you awake, the moon above the trees I'll float past your window, look inside Watch you watch the television, back when you were alive   In the middle of the night I had awoke From a bittersweet dream And when the lights came on I remembered where I was And I remembered where you were   I'm patching holes in the walls from when I was 16 Homesick ghosts keep you awake, the moon above the trees I'll float past your window, look inside Watch you watch the television, back when you were alive
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Funemployed 04:02
Steal away in secret I'll travel through the powerlines to meet you I still have dreams about it Raindrops like bullets on the windshield   You were smoking a cigarette, We were sitting on a park bench   One day I won't need these drugs To make me feel normal One day I won't need these lenses To help me see the world around me   The summer's finally ending The leaves are changes colors And I'm changing my colors too   I keep the letters in a shoebox on a shelf in my closet I can't bring myself to throw them away So paint me out of every picture like I never existed Just let me go   One day I won't need these drugs To make me feel normal One day I won't need these lenses To help me see the world around me   The summer's finally ending The leaves are changes colors And I'm changing my colors too
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I broke down in your car I’ve been sleeping in for weeks I’m reconstructing everything I'm always in recovery You called me from your hospital bed I said “don’t ever scare me like that again” I’m trying hard to fight this thing But it’s got its roots so deep in me   Little holes in all the walls Where pictures used to be hung Memories of us and friends Better times when we weren't so sad You’ve got your faults and I’ve got mine I’ve got some thorns so deep in my side I’ll rip it off like a bandaid We’ll look forward to better days
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The scratches on your arm from when you were 15 Burn white You still cringe when people notice them You feel too strange You're a werewolf   Getting drunk off communion wine Like you're some kind of saint I keep the dead flowers in a drawer So that I'll always remember What happened that day Don't pray for me   Shaved my legs in the bath Watched the red run down the white plastic And down the drain   Maybe I'll grow out my beard to look more like a boy Or paint my face to look more like a girl Pack your bags we're leaving here   I'll put on a brave face I'll stand up straight I'll try my best, just stay with me   He said that "God doesn't love you, Because of who you love" He said "it's because of the way that you were born"   But God, I don't want to go to heaven None of my friends are there I'm a burning church, I'm an empty hearse I'm a secret handshake I'm a stranger's face in a crowd of people But I'll be okay   So don't pray for me
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P.S. 01:17
I leave the porch light on in case you come home I'm up late, patching the holes in the wall That you made when you were just a little kid I recognize your footsteps Between the waking and the dream I'm a ghost living between the walls The powerlines cut across the landscape Like the red on your forearm Spread out your medicine on the counter & paint me out of every picture Your hair grows back, you shave it off I'll learn to love myself, somehow It'll all be okay, some day

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released March 10, 2016

All songs written, recorded, performed, and produced by Sammy Gagnon
All drums performed by Steve Vickers
Mixed and mastered by Kyle Noonan at Amity Studios

Additional vocals on "Funemployed" by Steve Vickers

A special thanks to the Siler family, the Vickers family, Wiggles, Steve Vickers, Kyle Noonan, Ryan Normille, Em Goheen, anybody who came out to a show at Grateful Acres or anywhere else we've played, and anyone who's believed in us enough to buy a record or book us a show. Thank you, I couldn't have done it without all of you.

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